Of Then

09.20.01

What would I give to feel
your arms around me?
Every breath I’ve taken,
every tear I’ve dried,
every smile I’ve given
everything I have.

Why did I not come to you
when invited?
I was frightened,
I was doubtful
I was lost.

Why did I not tell you?
I couldn’t find the words,
I couldn’t find the courage,
I couldn’t find the strength.

Why do I cry now?
For all I’ve missed,
for all I’ve done.
What can I say for myself?
I’m sorry,
please forgive me.